NETATAI BADDY!

the last couple weeks have gone by so fast. and i STILL don't have a job.

for the past two days i have done nothing but sit at home and watch TV all by my lonesome. i need some friends foreal. i started hanging out with the neighbor dudes across the alley, they are entertaining. and i got free drugz at the alex white show on friday.

the only human contact i had yesterday was going to the corner store to buy a soda, and raidy calling me drunk to tell me he started a ted nugent cover band (called "the ted nugents"). there are numerous people in my phone book that i could've called to hang out with, but i don't know any of them very well, so it would invariably involve trying to make small talk, watching TV, and/or sitting around. i can do that at home, minus the small talk.

i feel like a rug has been pulled out from under me, because i am no longer friends with one of the people i used to hang out with EVERY FUCKING DAY. wow. makes me realize that i have been relying on other people to find friends for me. especially since libby & grant have been out of town, i have been bored out of my mind.

boo hoo. call the wah-mbulance. what i really need is some cold hard cash.